Dec 12, 2023 · 5 min
If you’re like me, constantly tired of postponing your life to tomorrow, next
week, month, or even next year, you might feel as if life is passing you by.
Those postponed tasks and unfulfilled ambitions can feel like haunting ghosts,
trailing you day and night, robbing you of peace and restful sleep. In an
attempt to escape, perhaps you find yourself binge-watching Netflix, scrolling
endlessly through TikTok, or seeking refuge in distractions like smoking weed,
just to avoid confronting these daunting specters.
Sep 18, 2022 · 2 min

If I think about my productivity I can’t remember a time when I wasn’t
struggling with it. I stopped doing homework for school at 12, which required
creativity and a good understanding of the program. I learned how to read big
chunks of text super fast and most of the time I was reading pages almost
instantly just skimming the page to get the main idea. That is why I know
really well how physics works but had to check formulas every time I tried to
calculate something. Or I know the political situation or the reason for many
geopolitical events in history, but I have difficulties remembering any name
or any dates, even if it is a band name that I like or an actor name from my
favourite movie. This never stopped me from finishing school or university,
because as my teachers and parents were always telling me - you are as smart
as you are lazy.